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MY ULTIMATE DREAM IS TO SET MY FOOT ON EVERY COUNTRY ON PLANET EARTH; TO LEARN THEIR LANGUAGE AND CULTURE, TO APPRECIATE THE BEAUTY OF NATURE IN DIFFERENT PARTS OF THE SAME BIOSPHERE..:)

Monday, October 29, 2012

LEARNING FENG SHUI AND THE EIGHT PILLARS OF DESTINY: A PERSONAL EXPERIENCE



Hello everyone, how things went on all these days? Weren’t they beautiful days to be enjoyed, or nothing but gloomy days where most of the times keeping oneself shunning himself from reality? I won’t dare to say anything about that, but surely my boring blog which do not attract any followers would have something else to offer which outweighs everything else; KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE. Please stop by and read what I have to offer for all of you. As you read, you will come to a realization that my writings are completely consist of genuine ideas which I have amalgamated from various sources—be they are from the web, written articles or books written by countless numbers of authors.  As usual, for copyright purposes, I would cite other people’s quote in brackets to differentiate them from my original quotes. As far as I concern, any similarities found here are purely non-intentional and if they do, the phrases cited here were actually just came across my mind.
Sadly enough, there are some people, no matter what their intentions are, questioned my proficiency in the English language. They said that my superbly-written articles were extracted from somewhere else either from the net or much worse; I am falsely accused as a copycat! I am really wishing to know this person and ask him (or her) to pin-point his evidences to proof that I am an expert in plagiarism. Copy and paste my whole article and put it in the “Google Search Box”. Would you find any similarities? Can they list put any books or articles that I had copied into my blog? I bet that your effort will come to the highest point of disappointment when they finally realized that my ideas are 100% authentic out of from the frontal cortex of my cerebrum! 

I am not sure the motives of these ill-intentioned people, but surely it will never stop me from sending up blogs to be shared with those who are still interested. Amazingly, as I checked my blog-review statistics, I have viewers not only from Malaysia, but from all over the globe; Russia, China, United Kingdom and there are from the Unites States of America throughout the past 3 years! I was so surprised to know that there are some westerners who would like to take a glimpse on my simple articles which I simply wrote in a quite ‘merry-go-round’ style. I have to inform that my writings are not done in a professional manner. If I choose to do so, I would apply for a Master’s Degree Course in the University of Malaya where I can truly utilize my potentials to its zenith. I am not able to trace these kind readers but I prayed that blessings and good tidings shall be showered by you by the Higher Being above. Perhaps they are looking for the flip side of their life. I don’t know for sure, but you know the best, I bet.
Most people feel contented with their life without knowing their potentials and how to utilize them to the fullest. They just say “It’s already fated and there’s nothing much that I can do about it” or “God has fixed everything for me; and no matter how hard I have tried, I can’t alter His decision.” Well said, but it’s purely nonsensical. First, God or whatever that “Higher Being” might be called in other faiths, never fated something terrible to happen in our life. Correct me if I am wrong, but as far as I know, most religions, or if not all, believe that GOD is an All-Good and All-Perfect Being, and definitely when we say that He is “Good”, then by logical means He will never let such bad things to happen to us.
So, how bad things could happen and what is their purpose on us? Why certain people are tremendously rich despite their minimal effort and why are some people who aren’t? There are people who lived a moderate life but yet they are contented with their happy marriage life. The term “happiness” is subjective; but people; especially modernized people will define this term in much less common than its actual meaning. They tend to associate it with “big money, big car/s, big house/s and a handsome/beautiful K-Pop star-like spouse”. They think that the purpose of their own life is to impress others, but the ugly truth is never to be revealed…yet.
If you followed my previous articles in my blog page before, you will realize that I wrote an article on Symbolic Feng Shui which I heavily practiced all this while. As we go into another level, we will add another different but related field which without it Feng Shui practices are incomplete. Here I present you the package: The Knowledge of Feng Shui which is intricately merged with another related field of Chinese Esoteric Knowledge: The Ba Zi or better known as “The Eight Pillars of Destiny”; though some Classical Feng Shui Practtitioners  do not agree with the this translation but at least it is the nearest to the actual meaning of this field of knowledge.

Most Feng Shui practitioners will suggest their clients to have their personal Ba Zi to be read in tandem with the Feng Shui chart of their homes. Like Feng Shui, the Five Elements and Yin Yang concepts are also applied in reading one’s Ba Zi chart. A deep knowledge in The Productive, Destructive and Exhaustive Cycles of the Five Elements of a Feng Shui and Ba Zi practitioner will be a determining factor between a professional and an amateur. Learning Ba Zi can be likened to peeling an onion; you removed one layer to find out that there are actually many other layers inside. It is totally a never-ending knowledge on learning the destiny and purpose of our life. At first, I was totally perplexed by the difficult terms, but soon, as I finally grasped the actual meanings through a lot of readings and searching in reliable-web sources, I began my quest to plot my Ba Zi chart and learn it, bit by bit until I finally get a clearer view on my own purpose of life. For the unlearnt, the Ba Zi chart is nothing more than a piece of paper with unknown Chinese characters; and even if is translated into the English language, it is still incomprehensible and definitely a big headache for the newcomers. Thank God, due to my exceptional level of command in English, reading these translated versions of Classical Feng Shui books is obviously no big obstacle for me.
Learning Feng Shui and Ba Zi is never an easy thing for me. I have to do a lot of readings; and since my own understanding in the original tongue of this esoteric knowledge is near to none, I only have a knee-deep expertise in consulting people who were intrigued by my practice. They are so keened when they saw my “Fly on a Horse” figurine on my work table, the Kalachakra Mandala Plaque above my doorpost or even my “Wish Fulfilling Gold Plated Pendant” that I am wearing all this while. I am saying that I am reluctant to give any advice to them concerning Feng Shui and Ba Zi, but from what I have read, I realized that many professional experts, especially those from the classical schools of Feng Shui claimed  that the “Do-It-Yourself Feng Shui” which is gaining popularity due to its simplistic and hassle-free methods pose more risks than its benefits. I won’t explain this for the moment since it’s going to make this blog another Iliad and Odyssey epic story. I prefer simplicity even though the fact proves that the Feng Shui is a never-ending subject. No wonder why it took not hundreds, but thousands of years for this intricate knowledge to develop into what we have known today.
The Feng Shui and Ba Zi books were originally written in classical Chinese and most foreign readers, including Westerners who are highly interested to learn them get access via books translated by popular Chinese Feng Shui Authors who are very well-versed in English. I won’t give any reviews on their books or discuss about commercialism issues since me myself is a baby compared to those mega-fabulous Feng Shui ‘Masters-cum-celebrities’. In the other hand, my Feng Shui knowledge is still far from better and can be considered as only on the surface level. There’s still a lot more for me to learn in this unending field of knowledge.
I did some research on Ba Zi from various books translated from the Chinese to English; in a layman’s language. There are several series of books on Classical Ba Zi which are very modestly written. No worries, if I can read them, so are you! You can take a glimpse on the contents of these books and their prices are quite reasonable too!  The knowledge on Ba Zi worth more than your pocket and you won’t regret it either. These books are very easy to be read even for beginners who are totally alien to the terms and concepts of Feng Shui or Bazi.  I started out learning the Five Elements, how they interact with each other and finally the practical aspects of Ba Zi. I earnestly follow the guidelines set by the author from A-Z and even I was doing so, it was still far from enough. My thirst in pursuing knowledge made me feel more intrigued to learn this art of studying one’s path of life in detail.  

I still remembered the first day I encountered Feng Shui; about 8 years ago when I accidentally read a book on Symbolic Feng Shui written by a local Feng Shui authoress. I’m sure Destiny did played its part in making sure that this special moment arose or else I won’t have a chance to learn and practice Feng Shui! My mother bought the book as its title attracted her lot. I knew nothing about Feng Shui at all at that time, and to my amazement, I fell in love at the first sight! My knowledge in Ba Zi comes later after learning various Feng Shui branches; be it from the Classical or New Age Feng Shui. I believe that Feng Shui is no longer a secret thing since that all people are now gaining access to this always-on-a-high-demand thing. With the advent of smart phones and tablets, plotting a personal Ba Zi chart is no longer a hassle anymore; a single click and walaaa…your destiny can be overviewed just at your fingertips!

Saturday, October 13, 2012

A few thoughts to be shared

I never thought that there are some people; not only from my own country, Malaysia, but from all over the world did take a glimpse or even read my posts. I wouldn't mind at all if my blog site has no followers. What's more important for me now is to share my views on this life. God bless you all and I hope that you will continue and to correspond with me for further inquiries. I will try my best to give the best answers for questions asked since my work schedule is so packed.

I am not a Buddhist, but my way of thoughts especially regarding the meaning of life and death has awaken me to a level where I have to accept things as they are in my life. It is somehow what we have known as "positive thinking" or "mind over matter" concepts where human beings have control over their life despite the fate that has been "fixed" on them. Karma cannot be changed; it's degree of intensity can either be increased or be reduced depending on the actions that we have done in our past lives.

My own "Winstedtarianism" philosophy is not a religion, but was obtained from my observation from the people who lived surrounding me. They not only influenced my life, but they did gave me the true meaning of human's sufferings and their causes. I hope that those who will read this will be clear up their mind from ignorance and selfishness.

1. Human wisdom can be likened as a dry seed. If you keep
    or hide it, it will remain as a seed and nothing more. When 
    you water it, it will grow and become a seedling. You keep
    watering and nurturing it, and it will continue to grow. Soon
    it will grow into a big and tall tree where green leaves will
    appear and forms a shade for the passers-by. Who knows,
    an enlightened person may take his refuge under the tree! 

2. No one can escape death; nay. Even a prince who ruled 
    over a vast nation; his crown was made from pure gold
    and adorned with precious jewels from all the nations that
    he conquered, his fame was feared even unto the ends of 
    the earth, but woe, when he died, his body will rot, his 
    flesh will be separated from his bones. A sage full of 
    wisdom, whose knowledge pulls people from all over the
    world. Whom through his mouth all the precious teachings
    were delivered, where people will sought his advice. Nay,
    as his body decayed, nothing much is left for him. His 
    bones no longer speaks, his eyes who read the most 
    precious knowledge now dissolved. Nothing can stop his 
    lips from decaying; his teeth loosened from his jaws. No,
    not a single being can be spared from death, no matter 
    how much he boasted living his life on earth like living 
    for eternity.   

3. On the fragility and temporal meaning of life: It can be 
    likened as a dew at the end of each grass. As the morning 
    sun shines on the meadows, some of the dews vanishes
    into thin air; never to be returned. Some remains, because
    there are some shorter grasses hindered by the taller 
    ones, thus their times are delayed, but not for too long. It 
    will vanish too, nothing is spared. The tall and big tree
    must shed its leaves, the old and dried ones fell from its
    branches; to be replaced with young and green ones. In 
    the end, the tree itself will die and be submissive to the 
    earth where it started its first moments of life. That's what
    will happen to our human life, no matter how great we 
    have lived our lives, it must come to an end...

* #3 reminds me of the final scene where the ghost Nang 
  Nak cried after hearing the Grand Monk's discourse which 
  was uniquely represented with symbolic images from the 
  nature. She realizes her wrongdoing of going against the
  reality of life and death; where the dead must move on to 
  next life without interfering with those who are still living.           

Friday, October 12, 2012

MY LATEST BLOG UPDATE FOR THE MONTH OF OCTOBER



Hi, there..whether you’re my followers or just passing by my blog page, you are always welcome to stop by and read my latest updates.

It has been for a while since my last blog which I posted a few months. Yeah, life was so busy. The School Based Assessment or more famously known as PBS was implemented more than three months ago and that added to my already-packed time schedule. At first, it wasn’t easy to cope with a new approach in evaluating Form 1 students’ performances. Now, it’s already my bread and butter. Thanks to my coaches who are willingly to give a helping hand in carrying out these tasks. 


Sometimes, I tried to keep those pile of works at bay by entertaining myself. Listening to songs, reading up inspirational quotes, tweeting up in my Twitter page and other online activities really helped me a lot. They’re the best stress reliever; I guess. I loved living my life this way, though sometimes I keep ruminating certain issues which I should consider as my second nature.

Thank God, this year was another stepping stone for me, where I have to face the reality rather than creating up fantasies where everything was superbly “perfect”. I believed that this life is not after all “unplanned”, but yet as a series of cause-and-effect nature which is considerably obvious in its nature. As a Christian, I always believed that the LORD himself took away our sufferings, but yet, we need to take “that small portion of suffering” from Him and walk together with Him along the Way of the Cross. 

This explains why, as the followers of Christ, we still experience a lot of sufferings, be it a physical or spiritual one in our life. A Roman Catholic like me would practice the recitation of the Holy Rosary throughout the month of October, meditating on the Life, Death and Glorious (Post Resurrection) of Our Lord together with His Beloved Mother.


Monday, August 20, 2012

Sandakan: It's not just merely an another "destination"

I would rather say nothing much about my visit to Sandakan and Kota Kinabalu recently, but I would like everyone to seek out what lies beneath the lines of the poem that I am going to showcase as below:-

It's a place where people would consider as a "no purpose" destination,
Except for some curious tourists,
Who would like to explore the beautiful lush-green forests,
Or perhaps those who would like to see the real-life "Pongo Pygmaeus" or "Elephas maximus borneensis"
but for a lay person like me,
I searched for something else,
Not a "real-life" tourist attractions,
Nor I am going to take a stroll along Sandakan Harbour Mall,
Our the Spring in Kuching or 1B are much more interesting than that,
Than WHY???














I'm looking for someone..yess
Someone that I have dreamt so much before
Who only appeared as one of my hundreds of my online friends in my Facebook list of friends
Then suddenly vanished without any warnings,
Like the glare of an evening sun during the sunset,
Perhaps you could remember or even no longer remember me now,
I never expect this kind of thing will happen,
It's not only LOVE that brought us here,
It's more than that,
The moment you shown your smile to me,
A glimpse of your shining eyes,
Which meant more than life itself,

As I came forward to seeing you,
You seemingly to be ever-hesitant,
Amazingly you still remember my full name,
Even after exactly two years,
Now I know that it's pretty hard to erase me from your life though,
but I insisted to see you as you are,
The truly flesh-and-blood version of yours,
So that I will no longer yearn for pictures,
You gave me the same smile..the smile that melts my heart,
You shown me that same pairs of eyes again,
The eyes that shown me the whole universe,
I now....
I really..really made you feel bad..
and that made you stay away even further than ever..
I don't care so much my dear
As long as I see your smile and eyes


Bad things do happen,
But we should not blame the fate that never gets us together...
My dear,
I no longer keeping faith in anything
Now the fate that determines where I should go afterwards
Perhaps I should close my eyes and keep on praying,
If this means nothing to me..
Then let be the memoirs of SANDAKAN..the land where my heart shall rest..and the land where my heart shall leave afterwards...
Be a reminiscence of the greatest love story ever told..
From Sibu to Kota Kinabalu...
From Kota Kinabalu to Sandakan...
Way back from there...
It's the most memorable "Journey of Love" I ever made..