Sandakan: It's not just merely an another "destination"

I would rather say nothing much about my visit to Sandakan and Kota Kinabalu recently, but I would like everyone to seek out what lies beneath the lines of the poem that I am going to showcase as below:-

It's a place where people would consider as a "no purpose" destination,
Except for some curious tourists,
Who would like to explore the beautiful lush-green forests,
Or perhaps those who would like to see the real-life "Pongo Pygmaeus" or "Elephas maximus borneensis"
but for a lay person like me,
I searched for something else,
Not a "real-life" tourist attractions,
Nor I am going to take a stroll along Sandakan Harbour Mall,
Our the Spring in Kuching or 1B are much more interesting than that,
Than WHY???

I'm looking for someone..yess
Someone that I have dreamt so much before
Who only appeared as one of my hundreds of my online friends in my Facebook list of friends
Then suddenly vanished without any warnings,
Like the glare of an evening sun during the sunset,
Perhaps you could remember or even no longer remember me now,
I never expect this kind of thing will happen,
It's not only LOVE that brought us here,
It's more than that,
The moment you shown your smile to me,
A glimpse of your shining eyes,
Which meant more than life itself,

As I came forward to seeing you,
You seemingly to be ever-hesitant,
Amazingly you still remember my full name,
Even after exactly two years,
Now I know that it's pretty hard to erase me from your life though,
but I insisted to see you as you are,
The truly flesh-and-blood version of yours,
So that I will no longer yearn for pictures,
You gave me the same smile..the smile that melts my heart,
You shown me that same pairs of eyes again,
The eyes that shown me the whole universe,
I now....
I really..really made you feel bad..
and that made you stay away even further than ever..
I don't care so much my dear
As long as I see your smile and eyes


Bad things do happen,
But we should not blame the fate that never gets us together...
My dear,
I no longer keeping faith in anything
Now the fate that determines where I should go afterwards
Perhaps I should close my eyes and keep on praying,
If this means nothing to me..
Then let be the memoirs of SANDAKAN..the land where my heart shall rest..and the land where my heart shall leave afterwards...
Be a reminiscence of the greatest love story ever told..
From Sibu to Kota Kinabalu...
From Kota Kinabalu to Sandakan...
Way back from there...
It's the most memorable "Journey of Love" I ever made..