Time passed by and as we approached the end of the "lucky" year, many people will wonder; " I couldn't believe it! It's September and I have done nothing to realise my New Year's resolution (or our so-called previous years'-countless resolutions..ahaaa! You got that right?). A new job...a new working place...new friends and colleagues...and perhaps a new love (I would rather say that the last thing I mentioned here had been said a zillion times since my recent breakup...huh! Such an eerie and weird psyche I am, right?).
As for me, my present life was totally different since I lost the ones that I loved so much; my lovely Dad who went to meet the LORD 6 years ago...(God Bless his soul), my mother who was being stigmatised by the slanderers and ill-minded society (but now, praise the LORD...she is still a single, widowed mother who can stand on her own and thus----I don't need another Father..I repeat..another Father.FULL STOP!), my troublesome siblings who kept total reliance on me till to the point that I even became a "father" to their children and more recently, I lost a person whom I thought to be "the best person I ever loved in my life" since my promiscuous life (honestly, but now I need a real, loving person) left me with nothing but and aching heart...(honestly I still love you though you might never...perhaps???) God, please forgive them for what they have done! I don't have the right to shut anyone's mouth but I am definitely sure KARMA will definitely do its work.Well said, I am quite contented with my own life for the moment, and gossshhhh...as I looked back, I never believe that I have passed all these and I am so grateful that the LORD our GOD; in His mercy and kindness had given me another oppurtunity to live and praise His name! Praise the LORD!
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