It's a place that shouldn't be put aside..
Despite the fact that it has been put aside for a very long time..
Deep within my own tireless heart..
I would try to vanquish it from its very existence..
BUT...

I just can't do it...
I tried..not once...not twice..
BUT...

For countless time...
Whenever I would try to step forward
There's always something that holds me from moving ahead..
Like a gentle grasp; not too strong..but not too faint..
It is just there, strong enough to make you feel guilty
No matter how much I would try to show that I wasn't..
BUT...

Someday, I will get over this unnecessary feeling
Like another chapter of a book, it will soon to pass but it always stay...
Farewell my "old place"...
You will always remind me of the past, but definitely not my future..
The future is in my hands...

BUT..again
The past is left behind...<3