I just wonder if you are still there
Having a thought on me or you're just happy with someone else...
Ahhh..who cares..that's what the reality says..
but deep inside me..it really hurts..
Though time will heal..but it scars won't fade whatsoever way..
We loved..but we never been together
We crushed...but we never meet each other..
We planned..but we never known the bright and dark side of each other..
I just wonder what made us fell in love with each other
Finally..you made it clear
When you blamed me on all the things that I have done
in all the things that I have said...
for not giving you the chance to think about our so-called virtual relationship...
for not giving you a realistic thought about our life...
when you said that things would never be the same again..
you asked me to forget
but that is totally impossible for sure..
Perhaps I'm just another useless piece of chapter that went missing in your book..
or just a scratch in your masterpiece
or just a dust on your mound
or just a splinter
that things won't happen for sure...
but I never blame you my dear...but in fact I still say..till this day
that I will always miss you
love you
take care of you...
each second and each day
cause' you've made my day and night......
Perhaps I am insane..
Thinking of a person who never thinks of me...
Loving a person who never take cares of me...
But...who cares..anyway that is none of their business
Things will change soon..and let the things of the past become my lesson for the future
Never repeat the same mistake...
Let destiny turns its wheel...
Let fate decides what will happen next...
All of us are just like a surfing board on top of a wave...
You played it wrong and you will be flipped into the raging waves...
You tactfully glide on it and you will reach the shore............
"SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...I NEVER MEANT TO MAKE YOU UPSET...YEAH..I BLAMED NO ONE BUT MYSELF"
